April 15, 2011

40-Day Challenge: Variety (Day 33)

Begin with the Prayer of Abandonment. Sometimes surprises can be fun. A little variety — the spontaneous outing or present, the out-of-the-blue card or letter, the date night that he planned and arranged for the babysitter all by himself. Other surprises are much less so. Today, for example, we think of tax returns and their orderly rows of numbers, and our fervent hope that not to receive a criptic response from the IRS, who tend to frown on unexpected deviations and variations. Or, take an example from my college years: on Mondays, the lunch menu always featured a single descriptor: “variety.”  This was code for a surplus of a particular dish that had moved […]
April 14, 2011

40-Day Challenge: Understanding (Day 32)

Begin with the Prayer of Abandonment. (Have you got it memorized yet?) If you’ve been waiting to see what I was going to do with my original keyword (“underwear”), perhaps you are disappointed to see that the keyword has changed. Quite frankly, it occurred to me that — however true my original thought, that the state of our underwear drawer reveals something about how we regard marital intimacy — I still have a bit of work to do in this department, myself. So … I changed the keyword to understanding. In the Parable of the Sower (Mt 13:3-9), a farmer strides along, scattering seed haphazardly along his […]
April 13, 2011

40-Day Challenge: Trouble (Day 31)

Begin with the Prayer of Abandonment. This season of “Army Wives” is hard to watch. Jeremy, the soldier son of one of the military wives, is killed while on deployment in Afghanistan. He had never seen his baby sister, and left behind a fiance — he was taken in the full bloom of youth. The storyline reminds me of my friend Johnnette, whose son was killed in a car accident shortly after returning from deployment in Iraq; her husband Tony died about a year later of a brain tumor.  Other, less traumatic but no less serious, crisis transpired between these two events, and more than […]
April 12, 2011

40-Day Challenge: Thoughtfulness (Day 30)

Begin with the Prayer of Abandonment. “A gracious wife delights her husband, her thoughtfulness puts flesh on his bones” (Sirach 26:13). In her book By Love Refined (p.113), Alice von Hildebrand has this to say to the young woman whose husband did not spontaneously offer to help her put away some holiday decorations. “Might there be a subtle stubbornness in you that prefers to suffer rather than to ask for assistance? If so, that’s unfortunate, because it keeps you from tapping one of the great resources in the hands of women: an appeal to that sense of chivalry that is found deep within the hearts […]
April 11, 2011

40-Day Challenge: Talk! (Day 29)

In her lovely book on marriage, By Love Refined (p. 187), Dr. Alice von Hildebrand observes with characteristic candor:  “In too many marriages, the husband is so absorbed in his career that he pays less and less attention to his wife . . . . In such marriages, one unfortunate consequence is that the only time the husbands look at their wives is in the bedroom. They view physical intimacy as a relaxation which enables them to work better the next day. Finally, the relationship between such spouses is reduced to watching TV and sleeping together. What a tragic impoverishment of human life and a maiming […]
April 9, 2011

40-Day Challenge: Sabbath (Day 28)

    “Six days thou shalt work and do all thy labor . . . “ (Exodus 34:21)    “Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” (Matthew 11:28)    Growing up, I always thought Sundays were something of an ordeal. Church in the morning, church in the evening, and a  fancy dinner inbetween that invariably involved washing every dish in the house … twice.    After dinner, everyone would lay down for what seemed to be Dad’s favorite hour of the whole week: NAPTIME! Once I had kids of my own, I found that I needed to recharge […]
April 8, 2011

40-Day Challenge: Respect (Day 27)

Begin with the Prayer of Abandonment. We were sitting in our favorite diner after church, the kids busily scribbling with crayons on their placemats and kicking each other under the table. As much to make conversation as anything, I told Craig that I was writing about “respect” for one of the challenges, and asked him, “So what do YOU think it means, to ‘respect’ your spouse?” The “deer in the headlights” look on Craig’s face made me rephrase the question immediately. “I mean … can you think of anything I do, or you would like me to do, to make you feel respected?”  He relaxed, but just barely. Finally […]
April 7, 2011

40-Day Challenge: Quiet (Day 26)

   Begin with the Prayer of Abandonment.    Today is very simple.  Just be quiet.     Not just on the outside, but on the inside where life gets caught in the corners.      First, find a timer or small alarm, so you can set the time for you to return to the “real world.” (This isn’t so you don’t take too long, but so you won’t be preoccupied with what time it is so you start looking at your watch every two minutes.)    Next, go pour yourself a glass of iced tea or whatever, and (if the kids are with you) put on a DVD […]
April 6, 2011

40-Day Challenge: Prayer (Day 25)

  Begin with the Prayer of Abandonment.   See that little gadget on my dashboard? That’s Gertrude … Gertrude Penelope Saxton (GPS).  I never go anywhere without her, primarily because when I do I have a tendency to drive in hopeless circles. With her, I’ve been known to drive across whole states without incident. I don’t usually have a Rosary on my windshield — although I usually keep one on hand when I’m flying someplace. (As in “on a plane,” as I have yet to receive the gift of levitation). Part of me thinks that the plane is more likely to stay in the air that […]